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if you are not 18 or older, get the fuck out. this place is not for you.
adults, this page is a place for me to discuss my relationship with sexuality. hard kink and paraphilias will come up - the paraphilias of which i am anti contact. if these make you uncomfortable, please leave.
this section of the site is for my thoughts. mostly about sexual topics but less with the idea of horniness and getting off and more just thinking really hard about it - perhaps analyzing my urges and why i have them, analyzing other people, things like that. i'll also probably talk about other things here, as i don't really want to limit myself in any way.

03/08/2025 - really beautiful new zombie game about to come out called into the dead and i'm so very happy about it. it takes place in texas in the 1980's and its a sidescroller survival it looks so fun i love zombies so fucking much im gonna lose my mind. as a whole i just love zombie games placed in the south but i mean. home state always makes it better... and in the 80s im in heaven jesus lord. idk what it is about zombie settings but i always enjoy them a lot more when they take place from 70s-2010s. though anything past 2000 is only because the last of us is an exception to my enjoyment of old shit ... the apocalypse having been going on so long lends to that aspect i think. in general its just fun to think about it happening before y2k just bc of the rampant nationalism and spread of more people south having guns from distrust in the government. its just so fun im . going insane. i love zombies and i love thinking about the impacts an apocalypse would have on each era of usa culture (though the girl with all the gifts has warmed me up to the id of a uk apocalypse ... im simply too unfamiliar with the area to be able to imagine it well enough i fear). anyway im def putting into the dead on my wishlist now bc its only got a demo out thus far - and i sorely hope they add more story aspect than they currently have - but i REALLY want to buy it when it comes out. my zomb urges
i was debating on whether or not i should post this here or on my "main" site but i fear i'm growing to like this one a lot more than that one - and i dont wanna get too personal on this site outside of the nsfw shit but like . idk my main isnt even finished. and its more meant to keep up appearances and have people understand who i am rather than be an actual personal site like this one is. idk. i just wanna talk about zombies in peace without thinking too hard over whether this is the right zombie posting location or not. yeah. thats all.